friendship

Friendship.....it's so hard to define, it's so hard to find a good friend that you can talk to about anything and do things together with, to share feelings with, to have by your side when you need the company. Trying to make friends can be hard, then when you find the friends you think are good one's.....something happens or goes wrong somehow. It's so weird how things work. Like me, I thought I made two good friends this school year but it turns out I was wrong about them.....it's like they all of a sudden changed...they act like they can't see me or hear me when I try to talk to them, like all of a sudden me and Anita don't exist to them anymore....or they don't want nothing to with both or one of us. We find friends and then lose them....it's like friendships don't last long. What I don't like is when they start to ignore you don't really know why they are treating you like that or what you did to them to make them act like that towards you, when you try to ask them whats wrong they just give you this weird look like they expect you to know what you did wrong or what you did to them to make them ignore you and give you dirty looks all the time. And it's so weird how some friends can lie to you so easily or shove words into your mouth. Like seems like some of my friends do that to me and I get so confused and don't know why they would do that to me. You really have to watch your back all the time to keep yourself on your feet, if you don't you stumble into a trap and can't get out of it.